miss some part of my life..

"I was distracted all weekend, worrying about you."
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.188

"People are predictable. But you… you never do what I expect. You always take me by surprise."
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 12, p.245

Edward Cullen so damn hot....!! After i watch the Edward Cullen,the boyfriend who loves his girl so much and also will dying do anything to protect his girl.now miss some part in my life.the part that there are some guy who loves me so much and will do the same thing like Edward Cullen..having good time 2gather and playing with her family..miss that so badly right now.. Not i don't like my loneliness because no boyfriend around.. But sometimes I just miss it.. Don't know why..just miss it like now..I am just pray to god to get my another part of my life that miss so much..

when i can get that kind life again??
hope soon!!